I just finished a jam packed 3 days at Blissdom Canada. And although I didn't leave there getting as much from the sessions this year as I did last I did get some other very important things.
I learned that I am going to blog again and I am going to write about what I want to and not care what people think. For years now (after our world fell apart) I have held back. Worried about what people will think, but not anymore. I need to share, bottling everything up is only hurting myself.
I learned that keeping it all to myself makes me feel like an outsider. I walked around Blissdom wondering who I was and who were all the people around me.
I learned that it is time to take care of myself. Stop caring what others think, care what I think. I just found a post from a year ago where I stated that I didn't recognize myself when I looked in the mirror. WOW if that year ago me saw me now...
I learned that it is going back to basics. I found that in the rat race I lost what it was all about. No more and that excites me!
I learned that I should be darn freaking proud of myself for growing Grace Announcements from nothing to something in 6 years all by myself. October 19th is the 6th birthday for the official website launch.
I learned that I have some amazing people behind me and the ride to the future will be an amazing one with them by my side.
I learned that my kids and husband are the absolute most important things in my life. Without them nothing else matters.
So as I gain my thoughts, and there are so many floating around (I think I probably have 100 blog posts right now) I will start getting them out.
No more wishing I just had someone to talk to.
